Lets start over again......

I need this outlet for my feelings and thoughts. I need to sort threw some crappy stuff right now and I need to find the answers inside me. Not from anyone else. I think this outlet lets me be me completely and honestily. So for the time being I will write here what truths I know and what truths I want to know. Sounds so simple wrote that way but it isn't at all. Too many things to consider when it comes to the kids etc. It may take me years to uncover the truth but I am determined this time it will the whole truth. I am hoping in a year or so I will be able to look back and see my progress.